I had a near death experience. It was in 1966 January after a trip to Delhi. I returned to Kayamkulum my wife house. Next day I had fever and it was identified as chicken pox. It became serious and all my relatives including my wife were all around me. My hands became stiff and eyes became rolling. I sensed death.
Suddenly I thought of my past and I realised that I have not done anything to please Allah. I was upset what will be my hereafter. Suddenly someone brought Dr. Damodara Panicker a Homeo doctor who put some medicine in my tongue. Stiffness in my hand released. The doctor remained there and put medicine evey 10 minutes for half an hour. I became almost normal. The doctor left giving some medicines.
It took 22 days for becoming complete normal stage and could go for job.
Now after 54 years of of that incident I look back. Though I could do some good deeds but I am ashamed I have done more of bad deeds. My wife passed away on 16th April 2019. I have hope in the Mercy of Allah
May Allah safeguard me and forgive all my mistakes and give me Jannatul Firdous out of His Mercy and unite me with my wife there Aameen
Dr. Mohamed Ali Essa
